got tagged by yau suen and kwee huey (=

5 things found in your bag (pouch):

(1) wallet

(2) coin pouch

(3) Juice works key

(4) my house key and

(5) my tissue

5 things found inside your purse/wallet

(1) Cash

(2) My baby's hot pic

(3) ATM Cards

(4) China RMB and

(5) ic and driving licensed

5 favourite things in my room

(1) The laptop

(2) Our Bed

(3) My tou tou

(4) Our soft blanket

(5) Our air-cond

5 things you're currently into

(1) China

(2) foostball

(3) Surfing the net

(4) Smoking

(5) MY BABY!!!

5 people you would tag: i dont know who to tag.. because all of them tag me.. haha....

oh.... wat the hell.. finally i can come in to my blog.. coz i forgot my stupid password.. haih... anyway.. i got tag from ys tat was the first time man.. haha... i think because i never blog for damn long.. really damn long.. i'm going to start blogging again... ok later i;m going to do the tag thingy... let's see wat's in the menu today.. hmmm... work!! haih... i told this once to peggy today.. how nice if i know someone tat work at 1utama den i can find anytime i like... i can chill at their working place and even get free juice... hmmm i guess my familys are damn lucky tat i'm working in juice works loh... even peggy makes her own drink... can you imagine her doing her drink... she keeps laughing... oh and pao yu and su can even work for free at juice works... and get their "Body Builder" their boom drink.. haha.. hmmm... pao yu call me just now and she say.. mandy, su, abby, set lian and her wants to come over to cyberjaya.. yamcha and go swimming... -.-" ... dman late still want to swim.. but in the end they never come... so potong... how nice if they come.. haha... and i need to post a new post about the tag thing... haih...

me playing ken's psp at chatterbox
me and my big brother
brother's forever
acting cool... haha...-_-"
den we smile-_-"
my 18th birthday party at sunway.. all acting cool wan.. but peggy and kwee huey spoilt it... haha
this is a nice pic...
my little sister and elder brother
see tengah makan... haha

20 DECEMBER 2006 (BACK)
Hmmm... damn long never blog in here adi man... is like centuries... lol.... oh welll i'm back... hmmm... lets see... i woke up like 12pm something... and it was ke ai tat woke me up... and she say i was talking while i was sleeping... -_-" haha... i'm not going to tell wat i say.... den Ke ai suddenly cry... at my arms... so i ask her wat is wrong and all loh... haih... is her problem... and i'm not talking about it... den she went to sleep again... haha... so i went on9... but the stupid MSN cannot go on9... stupid...-_-"... Ke ai told me to wake her up at 2pm... because she need to see her advisor.. so she can register courses... so i woke her up and we went to MMU (campus).. me and her walk around the hole campus... just to find her advisor office... finally we found it... just a second she is dont with her advisor... -_-"... haih... den after tat we went outside the library and sit there while drinking a tea'o' aic limao.... haha... den after tat we wanted to study outisde the library... we took out all our stuff... but the place were too noisy... so we went inside the library... and we start studying... haha i'm not studying.... i draw... ahaha now this days i dont know wat is wrong with me... i start playing basketball... start back drawing and all and swimmming also.. weird rite... haha.. after studying and drawing... den we went to the cafe and eat... after eating... den we went back home... we bough three naskah of news paper and i ask Ke ai to accompany me to paly basketball... den se did... spend there around 1 hour haha... den after tat we came back until noww lah blogging lah... hehe tat's my day today... now i wanna post all the pic i left behide so long ago... even my 18th birthday pic also...

haiz... i damn long never blog adi man... blog back because i need someone to talk... but seems to me is like no one is on9... anyway... i think today is quite ok for me... but at night suddenly turns out not so well.. hmmm.. woke up today den i say my darling brought someone back... which i dont really like tat person... but is ok la to me... den my darling say she wanted to go out... for awhile will come back... wow i think if i dont go... i dont know wat time she will come back man... anyway... den we change and we went to 1u... well on the bus is like he usually will lay on my shoulder... haha but nvr... i understand la... becuase her friend was there.. anyway... den when we reach bla bla blablablablbalbalbalba lazy to type... not in a very good mood... so i will just straight away reach to at night... we are at the bus... there was a lot of ppl... of no place for me to sit... is ok... we were quite close on tat time... but when she come back... (ok here is where the world war three began).. anyway... when she came back straight away i on the comp... becaue i wantted to dowwnload movies... so have to on... well there goes ppl start chatting with her... ok i'm fine with it serious.. oh ya... there is this guy just join the business... congratulation to you ya joyce... and he start chatting with her... hahah i thought they will be chatting about business... hahah business business business... until there is this part... 'i though we are going to go out for fun chat chat and all' den joyce say'i will like too' and he goes like 'so i can flirt flirt around with you' and she goes like 'naughty naughty you' haiz something liek tat la... mahai... brother tell me how will you feel sitting beside looking at wat the hack they type.. and things like this happen man... i bet you know how it feels rite... ma choi hai.... arrgghhh!!! and den i was like fucking alone over there watching kung fu hustle... like so hai... watch tat movie like fucking alot of times adi man... den when she finish her stuff... den the movie also finish adi... i was like damn in a bad mood tat time man... so she try to talk to me... ma hai i know she knows tat i'm damn angry... and damn moody... but why in the hell... she dont like try to say something to cool me down... i know i told her before... if i'm in this type of mood... no need to care about me... she really do tat... cant she at least try to say something to calm me down or something... haiz wat ever la... den i try to like fiind someone to talk to.. but ma hai... no body on9 at alll... i dont know la... fuck it la...!!!

THE BREAK UP

hmm... yesterday happen lots of stuff to me man... haiz... i almost lost the person tat i want to love her for the rest of my life... i was smoking... den i need to type something in the computer den i told her to hold the cigerette... when she take the cigerette den she went and smoke it... so i look and yell... dont do tat... den she still wanna do tat... tat make me piss... so i was a bit moody... den i went like dont wan to say anything.. den i went out to see my little daughters... bao bao and bei bei... after i playing with them... den went in to the room... Mr.bai was there... den after saying eveerything den he went out... den my wife say got someone talk to you on MSN... it was Janet... she say'i'm back' so 'wats up'... den we chat awhile... den she told me tat she got a boy friend already... den she alreadyy move on in er life... and the guy is treating her good... nicely... haha... den after tat my wife was like doing her Application Form thing... den she was like in and out... so went to like follow her out... den i go talk to her... but she dont wan... den she wants to fill up the form... i went and told her dont simply fill the form up k... dont know den ask me k.... den she was like you fill up the form first.... haiz... den i was like concern... so i went to hug her form the back... den she went like i want go away from me... den i keep on holding towards her... den ask her wat is going on... den suddenly out of the blue she cry... den i wanted to know more so i keep on asking... den she say after tomoro traning we go back to each of our own house.... wow wat was tat mean man... it means she want to break up with me... ok... just because she cant comfort me... make me feel bettter den she wants a break up.... ok... i try to chill her down... haaiz... cry like crazy... she also cry... but i dont know wat i did den we are okey allready...

baby if you are reading this i want to tell you tat... we can find tat love deep inside you... we can find it together... i know your ex boyfriend hurt you alot... but there is still a warm you deep inside your heart rite... we will find it together... ok... i told you alot of times already... and i want you to remember this ok? ' dont think so much, dont thinkk about the future, dont think about the past... think about the present... and as long as you are happy... everything will be okey' ok? and i dont care who you are, where you are from, or wat you did as long as you love me... ok... all i want form you is just love me... nothing else... ok... i hope you are reading this ok... wo ai ni bao bei...

SWIMMING DAY
hmm... yestersay... someone naudge me at the comp in the morning but i never care at all... den after tat someone call me... my wife pick up the phone for me and woke me up and say someone from yesterday tat we go find job... so i pick up the phone it was... it was a lady from WH i think is the manager i guess.... she say 'i got a good news and a bad news for you', she say' the good news is you are been hired but your friend is not being hired'. wow... once i hear tat i dont feel like working there already... she ask me when can we discuss about this i told her monday it means tomoro... oh my god... den after tat fuck it la... so i went to the comp.. it was ken... naudge me and go say ' yoyoyo' haha... den i chat with him for awhile den my wife say ask him to come over to cyberjaya la... he got nothing to do.. ask he and his wife come to cyberjaya swimming... he say see how first, he will ask yvonne first... after awhile he call and ask me to go back to 1u so tell them how to go cyberjaya... den after tat i went there, we went to kens house to take something den after tat only off we go to cyberjaya... yvonne drive... haiz... nmad wols man... hahaha.... den after tat when we reach... i call my darling first... den after tat i bring them up to the house... let them see 'baobao & beibei' my daughter... haha... den we went down to swim.. bbut to much ppl was there... alot of dark dark ppl playing volley ball in water... haha... so we went to the other block to swim... haha... we have fun and play there... after tat yvonne say she was hungry already she say she wanna go back and eat... once we reach home den my wife cook we took a bath... and so on... after i finish... den i help my wife to cook.... after finish den we all eat together... and chat around... den we acompany them to down stairst... den off they go back to BU... when we went back up we watch movie... my wife fall asleep... tat's my day...

MERDEKA MERDEKA
hmm... haha... i finally can blog again... by using the MSn thingy la... well.. two days ago was Merdeka day... me my brother, pik yie, my mother(zhuna) and my darling, we decided to go to ikano to see fire works... haha... so i was at my home.. t.t.d.i, i went back the day before Merdeka... because i need to talk to my father about Questnet... den at the mid night... i cant get the chance ti talk to my dad... and i dont fell like staying at home... my brother, den offer me to go his house... so i can go on9 there and chat with him... so i went... i told my darling i'll be at my bro's house... you can chat with me there later.. den went i reach.. my brother was chatting with her adi... you know wat... she misses me alot... she want me to be back at Cyberjaya with her... so i can hug her to sleep... she was scared to be alone... make me wanted to fly back there straight away... so i promise her in the morning i will sit bas to go see her... den only we go to ikano together... during Merdeka eve... in the morning 6am... i went back to my house to talk to my father about QuestNet again... den after tat... my bro call me out to acompany him go buy chicken at the morning market... ok 8am something we went... den after tat i headed home... my darling keep on calling me and askng me when am i going to go back to cyberjaya..


so i rush back home and pack my stuff and off i go to Cyberjaya... she say she will call me when i reach... but in the end no call at all... haiz... den after tat when i reach.. it was raining.. haiz... nothing tat i can do tat i can just walk under the rain and try to go in to her house by myself... when i reach to her house i was all wet.. my shoe was wet too... so i was reaching her room.. when i open the door... i saw her sleeping on the bed... her cute face... cant tahan to kiss her on the chick... she wke up... den once she saw me she say ' ck hui lai le, sk bu yao zho'.. i will do anything to see tat face again the gald face tat happy face, seroius... i will do anything to see my Bao bei happy... anyway... we sleep for awhile... coz i was damn tired and damn sleepy... my brother say meet me at 1u old wing taxi stand at 6pm... so we reach den i was at the shop buying cigerette... den my mother say she wanna go to meet hellen... haiz... my mother making my disapointed... she wants to go out with me or she wants to see hellen... haiz...


we were at the taxi stand waiting for my mother she say after she meet hellen den she will go meet us at taxi stand... we waited, den waited, after waiting we call her... i say ' where are you, she answer i'm coming' ok rite... den she pass the phone to hellen... den ask me to call her hand phone.. den she say ans ask me ' i'm going to finish work at8pm.. den after tat we send her to ikano together... den we give her back to you at... 10pm ok... den i say..haiz... wat every la... i know my brother was not very happy about this... feel bad need he and his wife to wait for us... den after tat we went to hartamas... pik yi went to take shisha... my brother, me and my
Bao Bei... eat kuey teow... den after tat we went to ikano adi...


so when we reach we do alot of stuff... we went to take pic, we went to go take a walk at the carnival, free market... and lots of stuff... so after tat we meet up with my mother... den i went to talk to my mother and show her wat we took in the camera... den after tat i saw my Bao Bei walk away with hellen... hellen was holding her waist... wow... i was damn piss... she just pull away my Bao Bei like tat.. wat the hell way... ma hai... anyway... fine about tat... maybe got things wanna say but cant say it infront of us... maybe is because about my mother... dont mind abit... den after tat i ask her why you guys go there... she say... hellen was talking about wat she and zhu na do only... ma de ge x... wow... haiz... dont fuck care... den after tat... we went to this place because pik yie wanna drink.. so we went but to full... den after tat pik yie's friend call den my brother and pik yie wanna go to her friends house... but we decided to stay... to watch fire works at ikano... so my darling bought me and her self at bracelet each of us have on of our on... hmm it was damn nice you know... den my little brother call... adsk me where am i... den we meet up at baskin robbin.. den we went to Mcdonalds... coz... my little susu was hungry... we buy naugget den sit down and eat... den after tat we went to go pick my mother up... haiz... den after tat... we went to Mcdonalds...


ken, yvonne, su, pao yu, was there waiting for us... is about 11pm something... going to Merdeka... fire works coming out already... suddenly... BOOM... wow... fire works... coming out... it was damn pretty... it was damn nice... i was busy taking video camp... they were well busy watching and taking pic also la... after tat we went to ken's house to meet my brother... he say he going to meet us there den go to Rasta yam cha... so we went... den after tat..we went to pao yu house to stay... for the night... tat's my Merdeka celebration...

finally i can blog once agian.... on my mothers computer... hahaha... anyway... *cough cough* hmmm... well i almost lose her... i know that she have a very rough pass last time... tat makes her dont dare to love again... she say tat 'her heart is empty now.. she lost her self' she cannot find her self already... i kn0w very well about her pass... last night she was talking to her ex's tat make me fell very uncomfortable... first she was talking to her China friend... den she mention about me... i dont know maybe i'm abit dont like to suddenly know a guy... i feel very weird... ok den i went out coz they were talking by using video conversation on QQ... den after a while when i came back in i saw her chatting with her ex... wow.... hmmm... is a guy from iran.. i dont know wat she looks into him before... welll... den wat i know on tat time is i was damn piss tat's all... so i went out again... haiz... the hole night i was in and out tat's wat i know... den after at night we fight... well it was kinda hard to make her say tat she love's me... tell you onestly from the first day i know her until now she nvr say she loves me... and i fell very unsafe being together with her... but i understand her pass so i forgive her... one day i will hear her say 'CK I THINK I REALLY FALLLING IN LOVE WITH YOU ALREADY... I LOVE YOU CK' one day... i will wait joyce... anyway... after the fight den we watch movie... she fall asleep coz she was so tired... we woke up today at 6pm something... i know our life is like day change to night, night change to morning... haiz... den after tat she was very hungry she ask me to go down stairst to buy her bread and bring Bao Bao along.. oh ya... i have two little daughters adi... the cute one call Bao Bao the fat one call Bei Bei... hehe... anyway where was i... oh ya... she say bring Bao Bao along to buy bread... oh my got they are just so cute... den after tat 7pm something we decided to go to Alamanda to buy food goods... during us at the bus... she lay on my lap... i can tell you tat it was damn nice.. is like come come my dear i will protect you from this mean world... haha... onestly say it was damn nice... anyway... den after tat she baught damn alot of things really damn alot... haha... den after tat we went back home and we cook... wah cook damn alot you know... we wanted to eat with my mother... she just finish work rite.... den after tat when she some back she and her brother and man li went to the indian mamak to tkae some food make us damn disapointed because we cook alot... i mean alot... anyway... den i was on9 to check out friendster... seeing ppl's pic and all... den she came and sit on my lap... hmmm... and she hug me... hehe... how was the feeling? damn nice la of course... den after tat.... she went to take a bath... is my turn now... hehe is damn nice to blog again man... haha... oh ya... my two little daughter is a hamster damn cute wan you know... ^^

hmmm.... wake up at 12pm something... my big brother call me... ask me wheather wanna go play badminton with peggy or not... haiz... den i agree with my brother... tat time i wake up den go play o2jam.... got mission... haiz... still cant pass... anyway... den i wake my baby up... but she still sleeping like a pig... den finally she wake up... den we go get ready... after tat we go take bus to 1u to meet my brother... when we reach... my brother fetch me back to my house... to take badminton racket... after taking the racket... off we go to taman mega to play badminton... peggy was there waiting for us... tat time was like 4pm something... den play until 6pm... den peggy's parents come to fech her back... after tat my brother fetch me and joyce back to 1utama... when we reach... we headed to juiceworks and chit-chat with hellen my ex manager... den me and my darling went to 'wong kok char chan teng' to have dinner... den after tat... i have to teman her to the bas stop.... but the bus nvr come... my brother came to fetch joyce to the lrt station... den me and him went to 'rasta' to yam cha.... before tat we are at the car talking... my brother ask joyce about something... about why joyce dont wanna hold my hand or why she never wanna say 'i love you' this three words... feel damn sad tat time... when i heard the answer i was really damn hurt... but have to keep it in myself... welll tomoro 17 of august 2006 is our 1st month anniversary... haha... anyway where were we... oh we are at the 'rasta' part... den when we reach.. my bro order 'ribena' but half an hour also the chi bai man nvr send the drinks... den we just left like tat.. my bro fetch me back to take some stuff den he fetch me to 1utama... haiz... den after tat.. wait for my mother to finish work den we go back to cyberjaya... haiz... while waiting... i kena rape by 'channel' ppl.... haiyo... they just wanna see my underwear... haiyo... anyway... den we headed back... after tat.. i wanted to suprise my baby by making a card... but haiz... ends up gagal..(fail) she come back early den us... haiz... anyway last minute only can fix her a good card.. den my mother cook good food for us me and joyce... hehe... this is wat i do the hold day....

well today is a not very good day for me... hmmm... where should i start... okey... i woke up around 10am something... coz.. (joyce)is going to KLCC to meet some guy and watch 'Garfield'... okey... you go out with him nevermind... but you know tat i want to watch 'garfield' with you so badly... and i told you about it lots of time... 'we go watch together'... i was suppose to stay at cyberjaya... but is to boring for me... den i decided to go 1utama to meet my big brother (yau suen)... so i went to get ready... well we sit bus as usaull... when we reach to 'kelana jaya' (joyce)have to get down the bus... she need to take the 'lrt' to KLCC... to meet her guy... anyway... i was saying.... den when i reach to 1utama... around 12pm something.... no wan was at 1utama... den i went to fiind 'maktao' i saw her and her boy friend today is their 10month anniversary... well congrats to them... den my brother call... she say she will reach around 2 something... coz need to pass things to my bro's wife (peggy)... den i went to 'juiceworks' to see who was there... but no wan was there... haiz... so i went to 'channel' to see wheather (jessica) is there so i can wish her 'happy belated birthday' but she in 2pm... (andria) say she's going to break at 2pm... so i go accompany her... but before tat... i went to (nor's) stall... when there to chit -chat with them so long nvr see each other... we talking all kind of silly stuff... den 2pm reach... went back to 'chanel' to go break with (andria)... she was with her friend tat time... she say one of her friends will join us for lunch.... den we went to 'seed cafe' her friend is (monna)... nice meething her thoug.. anyway... (andria) order sandwish... haha... and (monna) order some soup... me? nvr order... coz was not hungry at tat time... i ate bread and drink nescafe mocca with (joyce) this morning... in the same time worry alot tat time also... about(joyce) 'dont know wat she doing now','dont know is she really having fun without me', ' wonder how is the movie with tat guy'... haiz lots of question running in my mind... haiz... but anyway... (monna) was a nice person... den we chit-chat for like damn long... den only... my brother come... he came in... den introduce... den after tat... we chit-chat together...den after tat... (andria) have to go back to work...(monna) wanna go shopping... so me and my brother... went to 'perlini silver' he wants to see wat to but for his (peggy)... haiz... anyway... den we went to 'osc' we saw (susu) my little sister... she came to fix her tatoo thing... den we went for a smoke inside 'osc' den we even play 1 round of foostball... den she have to chao... tat time was like 3 something adi... den my brother's father call... have to go back... den after tat... i borrow his phone to call (joyce).. she say she just finish the movie.. i ask her when is she coming to 1utama... she answer dont know... haiz... so i went back with my brother... once i reach home den i start to pack (janet's) stuff... and her bike...so went to house and pass it to her... den off i go back to my house... den i went to take a bath... den pack my stuff... bring more clothes to cyberjaya.. because no clothes to wear adi... den after tat... tat time was like 6 something... i use my house phone to call her... den she say she's at KLCC 'lrt' station.. ok... so i went to 1utama to wait for her.. 6.50 she reach 1utama... well saw her... hmmm. den i ask her 'so how is your movie'... she was so happy she say 'em hen cute oh,garfield mou hen cute oh,ke how siao ler'... wah damn pain man my heart.. haiz... as long as she is happy... everything will be ok den... den she say 'xian zhai yao chui na ni ar', den i tell her we go ask job at Mcdonald ok? she say ok... so we went.. i know the manager there... den after tat i ask her we want to find job... she gave us application form... den (joyce) say she dont feel like working here... all also malay.. den no chinese.. she say she scared.. i told her no need to be scared (ck) here ma...? den she still say i still scared... haiz... den i tell her ok... lets go... quit dissapointed on tat time... haiz... den after tat... we went to 'osc' my (susu) waiting for us there... went we reach i saw my little (susu) playing foostball with (ah pin)... den after tat we sit there and chill... chit-chat abit... den i told (joyce) we go back k... nothing to do here adi... den she say ok... when we walking towards tthe bas stop... she pull me and say she wanna go ATM mechine... okey... den we went... after tat we took the lif down to ground floor.. going towards the bus stop.. she hold my hand.... lalalalala... hmmm the feeling is like damn nice.. but i know wont hold for long... haiz... anyway... she say she wanna eat ice cream... so we went to GIANT to buy ice cream... feeling better on tat time... haiz... i reallly dont know how... for awhile cold... for awhle hot... for awhile very cold.. for awhile very hot... haiz... AS LONG AS SHE IS HAPPY DEN IS FINE FOR ME... dne we went to bakerzin to ask for job... after tat we went to buy kayaball... den went shoping at JUSCO.. den off we go back to cyerjaya... den went we reach home... i ask my mother you hungry... den i decided to cook for them because... (rebecca) only eat a bread the hold day today... i work my ass in the kitchen... really just wan someone to appriciate... only ma... haiz... finish cooking i do this and tat... den hoping them to come willingly... but no.. i ask joyce come eat... she say she not hungry... haiz means i cook for fucks la.. den i go tell my mother (rebecca) to come eat she say she not hungry... aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.... haiz... nvm... they say eat abit... once sit down... this one not enough salt... this wan tat wan...aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.... i first time cook ma... haiz... den now i'm blogging... la..... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh......

hmmmm.... well as usual today someone call me in the afternoon... den i woke up... tat was like 3 something in the afternoon... it was (janet), well she call me and ask me wheater me and (joyce) is together or wat... i told her yes... and lots of stuff.... den after tat... (joyce) ask me.. 'ni tu zhe er le ma' den i say why... she say... 'er le jiu zhu fan gei ni'... hehe den i say okok... 'du zhi er le... chui zhor fan'... off she go... i was on 9 with (janet) and (kwee huey), (kwee huey) send to me some cute mr.p thing den ask for my oppinion... coz she wanna do it for her schooll stuf la... anyway... den i went off 9 4awhile... den when to the kitchen to see wat is my beautiful darling doing... den went to help her also... den after tat... we ate... at the living room.... i just like to be woth her at home... so we no need to act around... haiz.... she cook.. 'egg fried with tomato, den potato fried with dry green chili and tomato, and also red bean oh and rice also' hehe... after tat... she wash the plate i went on9 again... haiz... the hold day... on9 only la... my big brother (yau suen) tect me and say... 'hey tonite go on9 wei... i'll tell you wat happpen today haha' must be something to do with (peggy) wan... hmmmmm... tomoro tell you guys k... anyway... i'm going to take a bath now... oh by the way... i just wanna say tat... i just love being with joyce alone... so we can be ourself...

hmmmm.... today... woke up damn late... beacause... yesterday me and (joyce) chat with my big brother (yau suen) and dai sou (peggy) hehe... two love bird... anyway... chat until 3 to 4 am... den me and my darling decided to go sleep liao... woke up at around 3 something also... den (janet)keep on calling me... haiz... se keep on wan her stuff back haiz... den two of us... woke up get ready and off we go to 1u... when we are at the bus... things happen like... i hold (joyce)'s hand... i just feel so good to just hold her... feel like she's mine.... ^^... anyway but i notice once i hold her hand 4 awhile den she will take away den do her beautiful hair... den she never countinue hold my hand... haiz... few times i hold her hand but still the same thig happen make me damn disapointed... haiz wat can i do... den when we reaching to 1u adi... den i saw her doing her hand... i wanted to see wat she is doing... but she just snatch her hand away.. you know wat i mean....? den i damn terasa man.... haiz... we reach to 1u around 6 something... all the way we walk into 1u i was damn quite... she never even boder to ask... haiz... when we reach to 'chanel' den i ask for (jessica) but she was not in... haiz... den (joyce)came ove and say... 'ni u na yi ge gen bu tiu ar' i just smile and walk away... den off we go to my mother (rebecca) there she was doing sampling... den we chat 4 awhile there... den i go meet (janet), (joyce) when walk around alone... 4 awhile... haiz... dont wanna say wat happen between me and (janet).. no mood to say... after meeting her den (joyce) call... she say she was at juice works... den i went there... after tat... we went to 'osc' to meet my big brother... but she was not there... she call and say she was at... baskin robin there... so me and (joyce) went there... form far i saw (susu),(mandy) & my big brother (yau suen) den we pass by redrumurder.... when i look inside i saw (pao yu)... my little brother... den i run in there and give her a hug.... den ran back out to go hug (susu,mandy and yau suen) after tat we when to 'jetty' to eat dinner... after dinner all of them say wanna go to 'osc' and play foostball... but (joyce)'s say she wanna go 'mai chai' (yau suen) say wanna go computer shop... den off we go agian... den after tat... inside the computer shop... i hold joyce hand again... she try to take off her hand... den i ask why want to be like tat... i can still remember she say... 'wo jue de hen chi kuai... wo zhi xi huan tuo na na de shou' haiz... damn terasa man... damn 'sam tong' also man... haiz... wat to do as long as she is happy rite guys... den after tat... we went 'giant' feel better... coz my bro is beside me... den told her about this... haiz... after 'mai chai' we went back to 'osc'... in the way tat time... i was pushing the troli... den lazy to take the lif... so we took the escalator... the escalator to 'osc wan... when reaching the top... the troli stuck... my bro was beside me... (joyce) was beside me... on tat time i was thinking wat is gong to happen to her man... damn scared she fall back man... den the troli even hit my both of my legs.. but.. at last i manage to put the troli back onto the ground... haha... nothing happen.... lucky man... den after tat we say bye bye to my family... den off we go back to cyberjaya... haiz.. now i feel better... because... (joyce) is treating me better... i dont know... at hhome she treat's me better.. like only me is hers... but out side haiz... dont wanna talk about it... tat's why i like to stay at home with her...

i know her from juice works around 5 months ago... well... it started on the saturday of march something something.... where i was working like crazy... well... saturday is a very busy day... so i saw this two china gurl(joyce) and (rebecca) come to ask for job... welll as usaul.. my manager(hellen) will interview... but my boss(mooi li) was around so she's the wan who interview two of them... i never really care about how thay look like or how they sound like... i'm just crazy about making juice tat time... after few days.... i came to work in a very blur look... is because i just woke up tat time... when i reach i saw my manager(hellen) looking at me... i smile.... den i saw (jewel)... some stupid idiot working at juiceworks.. den i saw her... (joyce) ... she was very quite at tat time... keep on cutting fruits only... coz she's new... and she told me tat she heard me and (hellen) saying tat.... (hellen) ask me... why dont wanna talk to the new staff... and (joyce)heared me saying... 'ta dou bu yao gen wo jiang hua'... hehe... well.... my feelings towards her is like okey... there is a chun chick working at my place... tat's all... because on tat time i was still having relationship with (janet) ... well few months past just like tat... always when i look at her i know i will fall in love with her 1 day... me and my manager (hellen)we always talk about her... i always say how she look when she put down her hair... (hellen)say's better dont think so much... you still got (janet) .... so on tat time i just keep my self down.... always... always thinking on how to go close with her.... so i just take the advantage to call her 'lao poh'... 'lao poh' here and there... until the hold juice works also know and thought tat she is my 'lao poh' hehe.... JUN 2006 (rebecca)is going back to china for vacation for like one month... me,(hellen)and(wing)wanted to give(rebecca) a so call farewell party... at 'bbq plaza'... well tat time my feelings towards her is getting more deep but i still have to keep myself low... because i still having relationship with(janet)and she always ask me where am i.. dont like me going out with my friends... i always have to lie to her where am i... and so on.... welll back to the topic.... den during tat month... i was like trying to get close to her... making relationship getting closer and closer... i even ask her out to watch movie... first time watching movie with her kindda nervours... but i just stay cool... we watch the movie call 'scary movie 4' well for us teenager it will be a very comedy movie... but to her is like not so her type and she dont like the movie... oh ya she is 21 this year and i am 18 this year... not big deal rite... is just a number... a age dosen't mater to me... i hope she thinks like tat too... anyway... before the movie start... i bring her to my 'lepak' place 'osc' hehe den i introduce her to my family... my big brother (yau suen) and my little sister (susu)... after tat we when out of 'one utama' we when to 'rasta' 4 awhile to 'yam cha'... after tat we headed back to 'one utama' becaue the movie is going to start... we bought pop corn and drinks... when we go in... watching movie... she offer me pop corn... but i say no thanks.. coz i wan her to eat more... but in the end she feed me pop corn... hahahhahahaha... hehe... *cough cough* okey back to the topic... i still remember she told me after the movie she say... ' wat the hell movie is this' i smile and say sorry next time k... but i was quite down on myself... for choosing this type of stupid movie... den after tat i accompany her to sit the 2am bus... so she can go back to cyberjaya... den i still tell her if you reach home remember to call me and tell me tat you are ok... and you reach home safely k... she noaded... den i went home... few weeks time also i went out with her... feelings getting stronger... my family ask me wheater i like her or wat... i say no... i still have janet... i wont... but deep inside i know i already drop into tat big hole of hers... but just keep myself low... i've been spending lots of time with her.... calling her and so on... we even went to khairul's house 'swimming' hehe me (hellen) (wing) and her... it was just fun... to be with her... no worries... well end of JUNE is reaching... and she say's she wanna resign...tat makes my heart very pain... and if i dont tell her... i will lose her... if i dont tell her i like her... i wont be seeing her anymore... well... (rebecca) is coming back rite... when she is back i always go to cybercafe to chat with them... and i know for real i already have feeling towards her...i keep on telling her to on her web cam... woooh she just look so great... she offer me to go to her house... because zhu na is back and ahe wanna cook for me.. hahaha... haiz to many ppl sayang me man... haiz... anyway... den i stay over night at her house until now today... hehe... in between you should know wat happen.. well... yes we are together... being with her is just like being at the heaven... i just love to see her smile... and when she sleep i can sayang her... haiz... well JOYCE if you are reading this i wanna let you know tat 'i dont care who you are, where your're from, wat you did as long as you love me' and thank you for giving me the chance to love you... and i dont hope any return for you... your tears... no save it.... okey all you can know now is kevin love joyce tat's all... to all my family out there thank you for being there for me... hahaha ' ck's happy '....