well today is a not very good day for me... hmmm... where should i start... okey... i woke up around 10am something... coz.. (joyce)is going to KLCC to meet some guy and watch 'Garfield'... okey... you go out with him nevermind... but you know tat i want to watch 'garfield' with you so badly... and i told you about it lots of time... 'we go watch together'... i was suppose to stay at cyberjaya... but is to boring for me... den i decided to go 1utama to meet my big brother (yau suen)... so i went to get ready... well we sit bus as usaull... when we reach to 'kelana jaya' (joyce)have to get down the bus... she need to take the 'lrt' to KLCC... to meet her guy... anyway... i was saying.... den when i reach to 1utama... around 12pm something.... no wan was at 1utama... den i went to fiind 'maktao' i saw her and her boy friend today is their 10month anniversary... well congrats to them... den my brother call... she say she will reach around 2 something... coz need to pass things to my bro's wife (peggy)... den i went to 'juiceworks' to see who was there... but no wan was there... haiz... so i went to 'channel' to see wheather (jessica) is there so i can wish her 'happy belated birthday' but she in 2pm... (andria) say she's going to break at 2pm... so i go accompany her... but before tat... i went to (nor's) stall... when there to chit -chat with them so long nvr see each other... we talking all kind of silly stuff... den 2pm reach... went back to 'chanel' to go break with (andria)... she was with her friend tat time... she say one of her friends will join us for lunch.... den we went to 'seed cafe' her friend is (monna)... nice meething her thoug.. anyway... (andria) order sandwish... haha... and (monna) order some soup... me? nvr order... coz was not hungry at tat time... i ate bread and drink nescafe mocca with (joyce) this morning... in the same time worry alot tat time also... about(joyce) 'dont know wat she doing now','dont know is she really having fun without me', ' wonder how is the movie with tat guy'... haiz lots of question running in my mind... haiz... but anyway... (monna) was a nice person... den we chit-chat for like damn long... den only... my brother come... he came in... den introduce... den after tat... we chit-chat together...den after tat... (andria) have to go back to work...(monna) wanna go shopping... so me and my brother... went to 'perlini silver' he wants to see wat to but for his (peggy)... haiz... anyway... den we went to 'osc' we saw (susu) my little sister... she came to fix her tatoo thing... den we went for a smoke inside 'osc' den we even play 1 round of foostball... den she have to chao... tat time was like 3 something adi... den my brother's father call... have to go back... den after tat... i borrow his phone to call (joyce).. she say she just finish the movie.. i ask her when is she coming to 1utama... she answer dont know... haiz... so i went back with my brother... once i reach home den i start to pack (janet's) stuff... and her bike...so went to house and pass it to her... den off i go back to my house... den i went to take a bath... den pack my stuff... bring more clothes to cyberjaya.. because no clothes to wear adi... den after tat... tat time was like 6 something... i use my house phone to call her... den she say she's at KLCC 'lrt' station.. ok... so i went to 1utama to wait for her.. 6.50 she reach 1utama... well saw her... hmmm. den i ask her 'so how is your movie'... she was so happy she say 'em hen cute oh,garfield mou hen cute oh,ke how siao ler'... wah damn pain man my heart.. haiz... as long as she is happy... everything will be ok den... den she say 'xian zhai yao chui na ni ar', den i tell her we go ask job at Mcdonald ok? she say ok... so we went.. i know the manager there... den after tat i ask her we want to find job... she gave us application form... den (joyce) say she dont feel like working here... all also malay.. den no chinese.. she say she scared.. i told her no need to be scared (ck) here ma...? den she still say i still scared... haiz... den i tell her ok... lets go... quit dissapointed on tat time... haiz... den after tat... we went to 'osc' my (susu) waiting for us there... went we reach i saw my little (susu) playing foostball with (ah pin)... den after tat we sit there and chill... chit-chat abit... den i told (joyce) we go back k... nothing to do here adi... den she say ok... when we walking towards tthe bas stop... she pull me and say she wanna go ATM mechine... okey... den we went... after tat we took the lif down to ground floor.. going towards the bus stop.. she hold my hand.... lalalalala... hmmm the feeling is like damn nice.. but i know wont hold for long... haiz... anyway... she say she wanna eat ice cream... so we went to GIANT to buy ice cream... feeling better on tat time... haiz... i reallly dont know how... for awhile cold... for awhle hot... for awhile very cold.. for awhile very hot... haiz... AS LONG AS SHE IS HAPPY DEN IS FINE FOR ME... dne we went to bakerzin to ask for job... after tat we went to buy kayaball... den went shoping at JUSCO.. den off we go back to cyerjaya... den went we reach home... i ask my mother you hungry... den i decided to cook for them because... (rebecca) only eat a bread the hold day today... i work my ass in the kitchen... really just wan someone to appriciate... only ma... haiz... finish cooking i do this and tat... den hoping them to come willingly... but no.. i ask joyce come eat... she say she not hungry... haiz means i cook for fucks la.. den i go tell my mother (rebecca) to come eat she say she not hungry... aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.... haiz... nvm... they say eat abit... once sit down... this one not enough salt... this wan tat wan...aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.... i first time cook ma... haiz... den now i'm blogging... la..... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh......