THE BREAK UP

hmm... yesterday happen lots of stuff to me man... haiz... i almost lost the person tat i want to love her for the rest of my life... i was smoking... den i need to type something in the computer den i told her to hold the cigerette... when she take the cigerette den she went and smoke it... so i look and yell... dont do tat... den she still wanna do tat... tat make me piss... so i was a bit moody... den i went like dont wan to say anything.. den i went out to see my little daughters... bao bao and bei bei... after i playing with them... den went in to the room... Mr.bai was there... den after saying eveerything den he went out... den my wife say got someone talk to you on MSN... it was Janet... she say'i'm back' so 'wats up'... den we chat awhile... den she told me tat she got a boy friend already... den she alreadyy move on in er life... and the guy is treating her good... nicely... haha... den after tat my wife was like doing her Application Form thing... den she was like in and out... so went to like follow her out... den i go talk to her... but she dont wan... den she wants to fill up the form... i went and told her dont simply fill the form up k... dont know den ask me k.... den she was like you fill up the form first.... haiz... den i was like concern... so i went to hug her form the back... den she went like i want go away from me... den i keep on holding towards her... den ask her wat is going on... den suddenly out of the blue she cry... den i wanted to know more so i keep on asking... den she say after tomoro traning we go back to each of our own house.... wow wat was tat mean man... it means she want to break up with me... ok... just because she cant comfort me... make me feel bettter den she wants a break up.... ok... i try to chill her down... haaiz... cry like crazy... she also cry... but i dont know wat i did den we are okey allready...

baby if you are reading this i want to tell you tat... we can find tat love deep inside you... we can find it together... i know your ex boyfriend hurt you alot... but there is still a warm you deep inside your heart rite... we will find it together... ok... i told you alot of times already... and i want you to remember this ok? ' dont think so much, dont thinkk about the future, dont think about the past... think about the present... and as long as you are happy... everything will be okey' ok? and i dont care who you are, where you are from, or wat you did as long as you love me... ok... all i want form you is just love me... nothing else... ok... i hope you are reading this ok... wo ai ni bao bei...

SWIMMING DAY
hmm... yestersay... someone naudge me at the comp in the morning but i never care at all... den after tat someone call me... my wife pick up the phone for me and woke me up and say someone from yesterday tat we go find job... so i pick up the phone it was... it was a lady from WH i think is the manager i guess.... she say 'i got a good news and a bad news for you', she say' the good news is you are been hired but your friend is not being hired'. wow... once i hear tat i dont feel like working there already... she ask me when can we discuss about this i told her monday it means tomoro... oh my god... den after tat fuck it la... so i went to the comp.. it was ken... naudge me and go say ' yoyoyo' haha... den i chat with him for awhile den my wife say ask him to come over to cyberjaya la... he got nothing to do.. ask he and his wife come to cyberjaya swimming... he say see how first, he will ask yvonne first... after awhile he call and ask me to go back to 1u so tell them how to go cyberjaya... den after tat i went there, we went to kens house to take something den after tat only off we go to cyberjaya... yvonne drive... haiz... nmad wols man... hahaha.... den after tat when we reach... i call my darling first... den after tat i bring them up to the house... let them see 'baobao & beibei' my daughter... haha... den we went down to swim.. bbut to much ppl was there... alot of dark dark ppl playing volley ball in water... haha... so we went to the other block to swim... haha... we have fun and play there... after tat yvonne say she was hungry already she say she wanna go back and eat... once we reach home den my wife cook we took a bath... and so on... after i finish... den i help my wife to cook.... after finish den we all eat together... and chat around... den we acompany them to down stairst... den off they go back to BU... when we went back up we watch movie... my wife fall asleep... tat's my day...

MERDEKA MERDEKA
hmm... haha... i finally can blog again... by using the MSn thingy la... well.. two days ago was Merdeka day... me my brother, pik yie, my mother(zhuna) and my darling, we decided to go to ikano to see fire works... haha... so i was at my home.. t.t.d.i, i went back the day before Merdeka... because i need to talk to my father about Questnet... den at the mid night... i cant get the chance ti talk to my dad... and i dont fell like staying at home... my brother, den offer me to go his house... so i can go on9 there and chat with him... so i went... i told my darling i'll be at my bro's house... you can chat with me there later.. den went i reach.. my brother was chatting with her adi... you know wat... she misses me alot... she want me to be back at Cyberjaya with her... so i can hug her to sleep... she was scared to be alone... make me wanted to fly back there straight away... so i promise her in the morning i will sit bas to go see her... den only we go to ikano together... during Merdeka eve... in the morning 6am... i went back to my house to talk to my father about QuestNet again... den after tat... my bro call me out to acompany him go buy chicken at the morning market... ok 8am something we went... den after tat i headed home... my darling keep on calling me and askng me when am i going to go back to cyberjaya..


so i rush back home and pack my stuff and off i go to Cyberjaya... she say she will call me when i reach... but in the end no call at all... haiz... den after tat when i reach.. it was raining.. haiz... nothing tat i can do tat i can just walk under the rain and try to go in to her house by myself... when i reach to her house i was all wet.. my shoe was wet too... so i was reaching her room.. when i open the door... i saw her sleeping on the bed... her cute face... cant tahan to kiss her on the chick... she wke up... den once she saw me she say ' ck hui lai le, sk bu yao zho'.. i will do anything to see tat face again the gald face tat happy face, seroius... i will do anything to see my Bao bei happy... anyway... we sleep for awhile... coz i was damn tired and damn sleepy... my brother say meet me at 1u old wing taxi stand at 6pm... so we reach den i was at the shop buying cigerette... den my mother say she wanna go to meet hellen... haiz... my mother making my disapointed... she wants to go out with me or she wants to see hellen... haiz...


we were at the taxi stand waiting for my mother she say after she meet hellen den she will go meet us at taxi stand... we waited, den waited, after waiting we call her... i say ' where are you, she answer i'm coming' ok rite... den she pass the phone to hellen... den ask me to call her hand phone.. den she say ans ask me ' i'm going to finish work at8pm.. den after tat we send her to ikano together... den we give her back to you at... 10pm ok... den i say..haiz... wat every la... i know my brother was not very happy about this... feel bad need he and his wife to wait for us... den after tat we went to hartamas... pik yi went to take shisha... my brother, me and my
Bao Bei... eat kuey teow... den after tat we went to ikano adi...


so when we reach we do alot of stuff... we went to take pic, we went to go take a walk at the carnival, free market... and lots of stuff... so after tat we meet up with my mother... den i went to talk to my mother and show her wat we took in the camera... den after tat i saw my Bao Bei walk away with hellen... hellen was holding her waist... wow... i was damn piss... she just pull away my Bao Bei like tat.. wat the hell way... ma hai... anyway... fine about tat... maybe got things wanna say but cant say it infront of us... maybe is because about my mother... dont mind abit... den after tat i ask her why you guys go there... she say... hellen was talking about wat she and zhu na do only... ma de ge x... wow... haiz... dont fuck care... den after tat... we went to this place because pik yie wanna drink.. so we went but to full... den after tat pik yie's friend call den my brother and pik yie wanna go to her friends house... but we decided to stay... to watch fire works at ikano... so my darling bought me and her self at bracelet each of us have on of our on... hmm it was damn nice you know... den my little brother call... adsk me where am i... den we meet up at baskin robbin.. den we went to Mcdonalds... coz... my little susu was hungry... we buy naugget den sit down and eat... den after tat we went to go pick my mother up... haiz... den after tat... we went to Mcdonalds...


ken, yvonne, su, pao yu, was there waiting for us... is about 11pm something... going to Merdeka... fire works coming out already... suddenly... BOOM... wow... fire works... coming out... it was damn pretty... it was damn nice... i was busy taking video camp... they were well busy watching and taking pic also la... after tat we went to ken's house to meet my brother... he say he going to meet us there den go to Rasta yam cha... so we went... den after tat..we went to pao yu house to stay... for the night... tat's my Merdeka celebration...