THE BREAK UP

hmm... yesterday happen lots of stuff to me man... haiz... i almost lost the person tat i want to love her for the rest of my life... i was smoking... den i need to type something in the computer den i told her to hold the cigerette... when she take the cigerette den she went and smoke it... so i look and yell... dont do tat... den she still wanna do tat... tat make me piss... so i was a bit moody... den i went like dont wan to say anything.. den i went out to see my little daughters... bao bao and bei bei... after i playing with them... den went in to the room... Mr.bai was there... den after saying eveerything den he went out... den my wife say got someone talk to you on MSN... it was Janet... she say'i'm back' so 'wats up'... den we chat awhile... den she told me tat she got a boy friend already... den she alreadyy move on in er life... and the guy is treating her good... nicely... haha... den after tat my wife was like doing her Application Form thing... den she was like in and out... so went to like follow her out... den i go talk to her... but she dont wan... den she wants to fill up the form... i went and told her dont simply fill the form up k... dont know den ask me k.... den she was like you fill up the form first.... haiz... den i was like concern... so i went to hug her form the back... den she went like i want go away from me... den i keep on holding towards her... den ask her wat is going on... den suddenly out of the blue she cry... den i wanted to know more so i keep on asking... den she say after tomoro traning we go back to each of our own house.... wow wat was tat mean man... it means she want to break up with me... ok... just because she cant comfort me... make me feel bettter den she wants a break up.... ok... i try to chill her down... haaiz... cry like crazy... she also cry... but i dont know wat i did den we are okey allready...

baby if you are reading this i want to tell you tat... we can find tat love deep inside you... we can find it together... i know your ex boyfriend hurt you alot... but there is still a warm you deep inside your heart rite... we will find it together... ok... i told you alot of times already... and i want you to remember this ok? ' dont think so much, dont thinkk about the future, dont think about the past... think about the present... and as long as you are happy... everything will be okey' ok? and i dont care who you are, where you are from, or wat you did as long as you love me... ok... all i want form you is just love me... nothing else... ok... i hope you are reading this ok... wo ai ni bao bei...