hmmmm.... today... woke up damn late... beacause... yesterday me and (joyce) chat with my big brother (yau suen) and dai sou (peggy) hehe... two love bird... anyway... chat until 3 to 4 am... den me and my darling decided to go sleep liao... woke up at around 3 something also... den (janet)keep on calling me... haiz... se keep on wan her stuff back haiz... den two of us... woke up get ready and off we go to 1u... when we are at the bus... things happen like... i hold (joyce)'s hand... i just feel so good to just hold her... feel like she's mine.... ^^... anyway but i notice once i hold her hand 4 awhile den she will take away den do her beautiful hair... den she never countinue hold my hand... haiz... few times i hold her hand but still the same thig happen make me damn disapointed... haiz wat can i do... den when we reaching to 1u adi... den i saw her doing her hand... i wanted to see wat she is doing... but she just snatch her hand away.. you know wat i mean....? den i damn terasa man.... haiz... we reach to 1u around 6 something... all the way we walk into 1u i was damn quite... she never even boder to ask... haiz... when we reach to 'chanel' den i ask for (jessica) but she was not in... haiz... den (joyce)came ove and say... 'ni u na yi ge gen bu tiu ar' i just smile and walk away... den off we go to my mother (rebecca) there she was doing sampling... den we chat 4 awhile there... den i go meet (janet), (joyce) when walk around alone... 4 awhile... haiz... dont wanna say wat happen between me and (janet).. no mood to say... after meeting her den (joyce) call... she say she was at juice works... den i went there... after tat... we went to 'osc' to meet my big brother... but she was not there... she call and say she was at... baskin robin there... so me and (joyce) went there... form far i saw (susu),(mandy) & my big brother (yau suen) den we pass by redrumurder.... when i look inside i saw (pao yu)... my little brother... den i run in there and give her a hug.... den ran back out to go hug (susu,mandy and yau suen) after tat we when to 'jetty' to eat dinner... after dinner all of them say wanna go to 'osc' and play foostball... but (joyce)'s say she wanna go 'mai chai' (yau suen) say wanna go computer shop... den off we go agian... den after tat... inside the computer shop... i hold joyce hand again... she try to take off her hand... den i ask why want to be like tat... i can still remember she say... 'wo jue de hen chi kuai... wo zhi xi huan tuo na na de shou' haiz... damn terasa man... damn 'sam tong' also man... haiz... wat to do as long as she is happy rite guys... den after tat... we went 'giant' feel better... coz my bro is beside me... den told her about this... haiz... after 'mai chai' we went back to 'osc'... in the way tat time... i was pushing the troli... den lazy to take the lif... so we took the escalator... the escalator to 'osc wan... when reaching the top... the troli stuck... my bro was beside me... (joyce) was beside me... on tat time i was thinking wat is gong to happen to her man... damn scared she fall back man... den the troli even hit my both of my legs.. but.. at last i manage to put the troli back onto the ground... haha... nothing happen.... lucky man... den after tat we say bye bye to my family... den off we go back to cyberjaya... haiz.. now i feel better... because... (joyce) is treating me better... i dont know... at hhome she treat's me better.. like only me is hers... but out side haiz... dont wanna talk about it... tat's why i like to stay at home with her...