i know her from juice works around 5 months ago... well... it started on the saturday of march something something.... where i was working like crazy... well... saturday is a very busy day... so i saw this two china gurl(joyce) and (rebecca) come to ask for job... welll as usaul.. my manager(hellen) will interview... but my boss(mooi li) was around so she's the wan who interview two of them... i never really care about how thay look like or how they sound like... i'm just crazy about making juice tat time... after few days.... i came to work in a very blur look... is because i just woke up tat time... when i reach i saw my manager(hellen) looking at me... i smile.... den i saw (jewel)... some stupid idiot working at juiceworks.. den i saw her... (joyce) ... she was very quite at tat time... keep on cutting fruits only... coz she's new... and she told me tat she heard me and (hellen) saying tat.... (hellen) ask me... why dont wanna talk to the new staff... and (joyce)heared me saying... 'ta dou bu yao gen wo jiang hua'... hehe... well.... my feelings towards her is like okey... there is a chun chick working at my place... tat's all... because on tat time i was still having relationship with (janet) ... well few months past just like tat... always when i look at her i know i will fall in love with her 1 day... me and my manager (hellen)we always talk about her... i always say how she look when she put down her hair... (hellen)say's better dont think so much... you still got (janet) .... so on tat time i just keep my self down.... always... always thinking on how to go close with her.... so i just take the advantage to call her 'lao poh'... 'lao poh' here and there... until the hold juice works also know and thought tat she is my 'lao poh' hehe.... JUN 2006 (rebecca)is going back to china for vacation for like one month... me,(hellen)and(wing)wanted to give(rebecca) a so call farewell party... at 'bbq plaza'... well tat time my feelings towards her is getting more deep but i still have to keep myself low... because i still having relationship with(janet)and she always ask me where am i.. dont like me going out with my friends... i always have to lie to her where am i... and so on.... welll back to the topic.... den during tat month... i was like trying to get close to her... making relationship getting closer and closer... i even ask her out to watch movie... first time watching movie with her kindda nervours... but i just stay cool... we watch the movie call 'scary movie 4' well for us teenager it will be a very comedy movie... but to her is like not so her type and she dont like the movie... oh ya she is 21 this year and i am 18 this year... not big deal rite... is just a number... a age dosen't mater to me... i hope she thinks like tat too... anyway... before the movie start... i bring her to my 'lepak' place 'osc' hehe den i introduce her to my family... my big brother (yau suen) and my little sister (susu)... after tat we when out of 'one utama' we when to 'rasta' 4 awhile to 'yam cha'... after tat we headed back to 'one utama' becaue the movie is going to start... we bought pop corn and drinks... when we go in... watching movie... she offer me pop corn... but i say no thanks.. coz i wan her to eat more... but in the end she feed me pop corn... hahahhahahaha... hehe... *cough cough* okey back to the topic... i still remember she told me after the movie she say... ' wat the hell movie is this' i smile and say sorry next time k... but i was quite down on myself... for choosing this type of stupid movie... den after tat i accompany her to sit the 2am bus... so she can go back to cyberjaya... den i still tell her if you reach home remember to call me and tell me tat you are ok... and you reach home safely k... she noaded... den i went home... few weeks time also i went out with her... feelings getting stronger... my family ask me wheater i like her or wat... i say no... i still have janet... i wont... but deep inside i know i already drop into tat big hole of hers... but just keep myself low... i've been spending lots of time with her.... calling her and so on... we even went to khairul's house 'swimming' hehe me (hellen) (wing) and her... it was just fun... to be with her... no worries... well end of JUNE is reaching... and she say's she wanna resign...tat makes my heart very pain... and if i dont tell her... i will lose her... if i dont tell her i like her... i wont be seeing her anymore... well... (rebecca) is coming back rite... when she is back i always go to cybercafe to chat with them... and i know for real i already have feeling towards her...i keep on telling her to on her web cam... woooh she just look so great... she offer me to go to her house... because zhu na is back and ahe wanna cook for me.. hahaha... haiz to many ppl sayang me man... haiz... anyway... den i stay over night at her house until now today... hehe... in between you should know wat happen.. well... yes we are together... being with her is just like being at the heaven... i just love to see her smile... and when she sleep i can sayang her... haiz... well JOYCE if you are reading this i wanna let you know tat 'i dont care who you are, where your're from, wat you did as long as you love me' and thank you for giving me the chance to love you... and i dont hope any return for you... your tears... no save it.... okey all you can know now is kevin love joyce tat's all... to all my family out there thank you for being there for me... hahaha ' ck's happy '....